Wednesday, October 19, 2011

letting go

My pray, is for God to help me let go of literally everything in my past. I've been seeing so many posts on my facebook about letting go of the past. Such as, '' if u carry bricks from your past relationship to the new one you will build the same house'' and in order for God to do a new thing with you must be willing to let go of your past.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

closing the doors behind me...Gods about to bless me today.

Just taking myself back to a time when I'd decided a certain degree concentration was not for me,so I changed, even universities.. People were saying that I wouldn't graduate. Through God I did graduate in record time..When it seemed like I couldn't get a job. My Jesus blessed me with a job, in a different beautiful city,place to stay that 15min walk to where I work. Now with relationships I need to believe that this same God who moved for me then,will move for me now. Just cos i didnt get a job in the past, didnt stop God from given me a job in now. Failing to complete a course,didnt mean I'd fail again, I've now graduated. So just cause I've failed in my past relationships it doesn't mean I'l fail in the future.

Galatians 3

Its seems like the church of galatia were being exposed to teachings which were contrary to the gospel. Even at the end of timothy 2, the last chapter. Paul warns timothy that in the end times people will be teaching myths. As much as the book of proverbs tell us to guard our hearts. We need to guard our faith. We live by faith and not our sight, so if what we live by is polluted by various teachings, this would end up spilling over into our the lives we live cos its our faith that coordinates our lives. There are so many ministries and teachings out there. Think one way in which I'll filter which teachings are of God is through ''the good news category.'' The gospel of Jesus christ is said to be the gospel of the good news. Also veryfying what's been taught with teachings of the new testament. If it doesnt coresspond,then its not of Jesus. So many people are preachers,and we really need to guard what we believe & take in cause it will affect our faith and so therefore our lives.

Saturday, October 15, 2011

what I forgot.

my longest and lasting relationship was one in which i actually went out of my way to make it work, I was the perfect girlfriend and I made sure of it... I gave and showed love.

Think through the years, after that, I lost my touch... Mainly cause I was scared of being hurt again.

Think I have to go back to that again...

God has not forgot.

Waiting for love, It's so hard especially when all you see are happy couples. You're like when will my time come, I'm tired of kissing frogs. Many know the feeling. However I believe that God knows best. While we wait,we can either be negative and frustrated,or wait in faith and be happy. Believe that he has your love story already written. I remember when I couldn't land a job. I was beyond frustrated. I remember my one friend saying that it's because we were born out of wedlock,cause all our friends were happily working. Guess what,now we've both got jobs that make sense in terms of our careers,with reputable companies in good areas. God has not forgotten bout anyone of us, he has our lives in his hands. While we wait, lets wait in patience and faith.

What went wrong?

My mind is racing, the speed of my heart is accelarating, I ask myself and God ''what went wrong?'' I need to know the truth so I can be set free. All I know is the repetitive wisdom which has shone itself in my life each year... ''God has something better for me'' and that is enough to calm the storm in my soul.