Woke up today feeling so dead inside. Feel like nothing matters,like whats the point of feeling something towards anything when everything just doesn't last.
Ok that sounded so rhymy, i didnt mean for it to sound like that.
Im like a zombie walking around and just doing what I have to do just please my fam, chances are if they didn't care I probably wouldn't bother.
I've lost all the fascination I used to have for certain things cause they get easily blown away by the slightest storm.
It's like I've lost my innocents, what I now know has turned me into who I am now... So do I wish I could go back to the person I was, not at all, odly enough with this new state Im in I've gained peace, this numbness in my soul allows me to go through turmoil and not be moved by it. Thats just the way it is.
