Saturday, August 28, 2010

Why I find it hard to let people in.

There was a point in my life where I'd feel so alone & empty when I was single. I hated it so much. However things have changed, I'm so scared to let people in cause I'm so scared that they're gonna take away my peace. I'm really enjoying being me. I dont know how I got to this state of constant joy and peace. Maybe it's my attitude of being grateful for the simple things or it could be that I've learnt not to compare myself but to celebrate my individuality, I have no idea what it is but I know that it's all the works of Jesus Christ. I've experienced so much fear,worry and anxiety in my life time that being here and feeling so safe and at peace seems like a dream.

After some much thought and consideration, I finally let someone into my life. I feel like I have something to learn from them, the way they are and how they live their life is something that could expand me in a way which I can't explain. Im open to just enjoying the ride and seeing where it'll take me.
No worrying or stressing.